Yay, I think I've been stood up.

Well, the girl I was going to go out with this Friday has gone incommunicado today. I hope she's alright but I suspect I'm just being ignored.For the record the score is:Women: 9 Josh: 0Bleh,Josh "I guess I'll have more time to write longer entries" Weinstein

Tired.

Work is more boring than molasses and twice and long and painful. Nothing quite like standing on your feet for 9 hours to show you the lovely loveliness of chairs. I've also been spending a whole lot of time with Greg and Nate. I don't know how it happened but I've managed to find two partners in crime in what I considered the deadest end state in the union. It seems like all I ever do is bitch in life. Things aren't half as bad as they seem at any one moment and every time I get a "wow life is great" thought I never seem to be at the computer. I'm going to keep chugging though, maybe I can continue to improve on this whole "journal" thing.Josh "Stop signing like this? NEVER!" Weinstein

Jury duty? Hooray! No wait..

DAMNIT. Just what I always wanted. No recompense for being the court's bitch while I could be working, studying, or going to school. This along with the 250 dollar speeding ticket are making me not want to live in this bloody state. I'll have to postpone it because it's right on finals week/when I'm going to Georgia and.. BLEH,Josh "Incoherant Writing" Weinstein

Jury duty? Hooray! No wait..

DAMNIT. Just what I always wanted. No recompense for being the court's bitch while I could be working, studying, or going to school. This along with the 250 dollar speeding ticket are making me not want to live in this bloody state. I'll have to postpone it because it's right on finals week/when I'm going to Georgia and.. BLEH,Josh "Incoherant Writing" Weinstein

Long time no write.

I've been working non stop since I got this job at circuit city. My legs are killing me and it's only going to get worse.I also got a 250 dollar speeding ticket that I neither deserved nor am I going to pay (I'm going to contest the living hell out of this thing). I'll probably be spending weekends at Greg's and working full time for a while. I'm sick and tired of encountering people who think I'm worth talking to when drunk but can't be bothered to hang out afterwards. The girl I met at the party never returned my calls so I'm erasing her number(no big loss mind you but returning a phonecall is hard?). Honestly girls, if you're not interested just say so. I don't care if I'm told flat out how unattractive/boring/stupid I am but, damnit, don't sting me along on some sort of fucking power trip. I've had it up to here with your entire sex as anything more than friends and I don't think I'm going to bother anymore.Regards,Josh "I swear it'd be easier to be gay" Weinstein.

Ma I'm not wearing any clothing!

Had a good time at the party and am about to go drop off some job applications. Wish me luck!Regards,Josh "My Signature is longer than my post" Weinstein

It's nice to be loved/missed.

Job situation still way up in the air. I've been pounding the pavement and getting applications in we'll see what draws what. Tomorrow I'm going to go out to lunch with dad, do shabbos with Greg, then keg it up with Greg, Julie, and Nate. Should be a good time and I'm more than willing to do some partying with three of my four good friends in the Storrs area (speaking of which where's Marc been lately?).On the very plus side I talked to two of the most wonderful gals I know (and that says something considering the girls I know). Reen is dealing with drama but she's keeping it together. She says she misses and thinks of me and, oddly, I believe her. It's weird how you develop bonds with strangers then bam you're important enough to be seriously missed. It's also comforting to know that a girl as together and fantastic as Crystal "just adores" me and thinks I'm just as wonderful as I think her. If she weren't on the opposite side of the country I'd be a much happier person on a daily basis.I miss Rick, Marc, Lucas, Lucia, Kiera, Jackie, Littlefoot, and the rest. Maybe I should let them know that they're important because some of them sure as hell need to hear it from time to time.Regards,Josh "What the morning brings" Weinstein