Enough with all this angst/self pity.

After talking to Reen and Crystal I've cleared some stuff up. Things will work themselves out. I can't give up on everyone just because of some stupid incident regardless of whether it was intentional or not. There are people out there worth letting in I'll just have to let them come to me instead of vice versa. It's probably time I grew up and stopped with all this "finding friends" nonsense. Good friends will either find me or not. I've been more or less alone (surrounded by people) for four years I can do another four if need be,Josh "I'm writing my own name" Weinstein